And so I start

Finding a place in the world after graduation is harder than I thought it would be. It seems to me that from the beginning of life everything we do is to move us to the next step. We crawl as babies, making strides to walk, we take our first steps only to run. As a freshman in high school I was already thinking about college. College had been the ultimate goal since before I could remember. Every class, every activity, every test was all done to get me into the best school I could get into... yet another step. Once in college everything I did was to make my resume look good, now that I am done with college what is next? That great job? Marriage? I feel at a stand still in my life. True I am only 22 years old, but I have always been striving for something, always taking that one step to lead me towards the next and at the moment I seem to be on a treadmill... getting no where. So I created this Blog to map my steps, to show that there is still so much out there for me to discover. A friend of mine told me that the reason I feel restless is because I am not meant for this world, I am meant for another. That is true, but while I am on this earth I will make as much out of it as I can!