Done... oh my gosh

Basically I have been complaining about how I have been getting lazier and how I am wanting to hurt myself because I do nothing at work? Well I was just told I’m out of here November 30th. Ok so now I am panicking! What in the world am I going to do with myself and where will and I work and I so don’t want to go to interviews and WHAT AM I GOING TO DO!? Oh my word.