Learning

I can’t believe how much I have been learning in the past few weeks. I was thinking back to my first blog and how I decided to record the steps it would take me to reach my ultimate goal. The ultimate goal I had in my mind was to be working in the arts industry and, honestly, I thought I would be nearly there at this point. Just goes to show that I’m not the one in control of my life, God is. A couple of months ago I would have seen where I’m presently at in life as failure, but now I see it as something to rejoice about…something that I should be very proud of. I have made it through the tunnel and I am finally seeing the light of day. Do you know how exciting that is!? I am ok with the fact that I am not where I wanted to be career wise at the moment because my self is totally renewed. I don’t know if that makes any sense. I had to be completely stripped of everything to see that I could do NOTHING without God’s help. I know that it will all work out in His time and I am just relying on that day by day. That is pretty much an update on what I have been feeling and stuff. I really recommend the book Every Woman’s Battle for every girl… I have been reading it and it really has been helping me to grow spiritually. On a lighter note Willoughy really needs a hair cut and it is finally getting warm outside and I am totally pumped for summer. I can’t wait to be able to sit outside and not freeze my butt off!