Won't think about that today

I woke up this morning and looked outside and all I saw was gray. The humidity is killer at the moment and its almost tangible. Or is humidity tangible? Hmmmm… one of life’s many mysteries. BIG YAWN. Gosh adulthood is nothing special. Although I do enjoy some stuff that comes along with it…sometimes it feels like it is just heartache after heartache sprinkled with an occasional piece of joy. Life is like a peanut butter jar the peanut butter is the sadness and the few sprinkles of jelly in it leftover from the knife that was dipped down to create a sandwich is the joy. Geesh why am I so melancholy? I am really happy actually and joy is filling my whole being at the moment. I have gotten a little frustrated in the past few days though because I try to bask in the moment and think about here and now. Then I get all confused because I feel like I should be thinking about tomorrow and what it holds for me and to do something about it. What is it?! Enjoy now, or think about tomorrow? One of my favorite quotes of all time is from ‘Gone With the Wind’ "I won’t think about that today, I’ll think about it tomorrow" Ah how wonderful that is, but at the same time it could be disastrous.