Nonsense

It is dark and rainy outside and I would love to fall asleep. I'm leaving for Ecuador in a few days to visit my sister and I am really looking forward to it. The funny thing is that it really hasn't hit me that I will soon be venturing to South America. What is it about dark rainy days that makes a person want to mope around and do nothing? Im drinking a Dunkin Donuts chai hoping it will revive me for the rest of the day, but I don't believe positive results are in the near future. What is life like without God? Sometimes I look at people and their goals and though their lives seem so filled by wealth, people and self-worth, they really have nothing. Sad.