Passing Through

So Becky is married and that is really crazy to think about. It is hard for me to comprehend how many of my friends are married and have established a "grown up" lifestyle. I hope I always feel young, but I pray this youthful feeling will be paired with knowledge that only age can bring. I’m still trying to figure my life out and I really hope that sometime in the future I can have the feeling of "ok I’m going to be here for a while and I like this." It isn’t that I am unhappy with all that is going on right now… life is totally awesome! I just wish I didn’t feel like I was staring out into the world and just seeing fuzzy pictures. I would love to have the feeling I had in college where I knew that was what I was supposed to be doing and not really worrying about much else except for the next test. I guess what I really want is contentment, but how much contentment am I going to get in this world? I wasn’t made for this world, but for another. I’m just passing through and on to bigger and better! I don’t know if any of this made any sense I’m so out of it today.