I am ashamed

Gosh it has been a while since I last wrote on my blog. Hopefully I can start updating more often again. It was loads easier when I was by a computer all day. :) So my life has been taking unusal twists and turns lately. I just moved down to VA for a few weeks to help my aunt out with her ministry. I have only been here a week, but I feel like I have grown so much! I had to drive down by myself and that was a first for me. I also have been sitting in some grief sessions (alot of what the ministry does) and have really gotten to examine what people go through with loss. A couple of days ago I went to North Carolina for an interview with an arts organization. I am on my way to doing what I want... I think. Ok let's just face it, I'm not exactly sure what I want. WHO IS!? I just got my hair cut today and I have been hyperventilating ever since.